I am big-picture focused and imaginative, always looking for where things will lead. Noticing underlying meanings all around and figuring out what those meanings entail for the days ahead, or the future. Looking for symbolism and themes that will lead to changes (good or bad…) Sometimes I see a pattern, and recognize a disaster from the past, Realizing that fear is keeping me stuck in a weak pattern and state of mind, it’s a weakness I have strengthened over time. Whatever the pattern, I see it, and recognize where it will lead; at a gut-level I can spend nights wondering how to fix things… and inevitably remember I have zero words to express myself, and how to stop a negative pattern from repeating. Learning to warn people so that things can improve for the better. When this kind of fear creeps in, I remember I need to take sometime to reflect in solace and pause for a moment. Remembering what is real, and what is in my control, there is no need to overwhelm myself. Writing down my thoughts, insights, and perspectives closing my journal and allowing myself to sleep on it. During my rest, I can synthesize all the information and have a fresher perspective in the morning, or the next day.